You are the most self-absorbed person I've ever known. And now you dare say, also completely shallow? Damn, I'm a fool. You're on the level of Sarah Palin, and it's a damn shame.
But hey, that's why I call you The Escapist.
To quote the wonderful Adam Duritz, "if you don't want to talk about it, then it isn't love."
All right, so I was charged for the incident of 2 weeks ago. Kind of took a massive shit on my day today. 2 weeks of gratitude, shattered. Lord knows, maybe I deserve it. Oh well, it's in motion now. Going to be a costly pile of dung.
Also, Kathy and David make my life whole, server and bartender at the OG, respectively. Kathy more or less sees my decaying spirit, and tells me that the wretched struggles are worthwhile, because it only brings me closer to great things in the end... even if it's at the end of me, I guess. David has lived it all-- insane, unadulterated times of brilliance and remorse. I am really inspired by them both, for different reasons. Anyone who survives the rough weather of humanity's foul winds and later offers nothing but optimism... good for you. It really makes the world brighter, and keeps me smiling.
Ah, what a headache. I just need to sttttttopppp everything, orient and collect myself and nurture my spirit for the next 4 or 5 months, all the while saving a good amount of cash. Because REALLY, at this point... I could not emphasize enough if I even knew how:..... who knows what waits tomorrow. There is no knowing.
"The power of thought and imagination is beyond what we can comprehend."
"I damn to hell every second you breathe."
- PJ Harvey
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